"I think, Elinor," she presently added, "we must employ Edward to take care of us in our return to Barton.
In a week or two, I suppose, we shall be going; and, I trust, Edward will not be very unwilling to accept the charge."Poor Edward muttered something, but what it was, nobody knew, not even himself.But Marianne, who saw his agitation, and could easily trace it to whatever cause best pleased herself, was perfectly satisfied, and soon talked of something else.
"We spent such a day, Edward, in Harley Street yesterday! So dull, so wretchedly dull!--But I have much to say to you on that head, which cannot be said now."And with this admirable discretion did she defer the assurance of her finding their mutual relatives more disagreeable than ever, and of her being particularly disgusted with his mother, till they were more in private.
"But why were you not there, Edward?--Why did you not come?""I was engaged elsewhere."
"Engaged! But what was that, when such friends were to be met?""Perhaps, Miss Marianne," cried Lucy, eager to take some revenge on her, "you think young men never stand upon engagements, if they have no mind to keep them, little as well as great."Elinor was very angry, but Marianne seemed entirely insensible of the sting; for she calmly replied, "Not so, indeed; for, seriously speaking, Iam very sure that conscience only kept Edward from Harley Street.
And I really believe he HAS the most delicate conscience in the world; the most scrupulous in performing every engagement, however minute, and however it may make against his interest or pleasure.He is the most fearful of giving pain, of wounding expectation, and the most incapable of being selfish, of any body I ever saw.Edward, it is so, and I will say it.
What! are you never to hear yourself praised!--Then you must be no friend of mine; for those who will accept of my love and esteem, must submit to my open commendation."The nature of her commendation, in the present case, however, happened to be particularly ill-suited to the feelings of two thirds of her auditors, and was so very unexhilarating to Edward, that he very soon got up to go away.
"Going so soon!" said Marianne; "my dear Edward, this must not be."And drawing him a little aside, she whispered her persuasion that Lucy could not stay much longer.
But even this encouragement failed, for he would go;and Lucy, who would have outstaid him, had his visit lasted two hours, soon afterwards went away.
"What can bring her here so often?" said Marianne, on her leaving them."Could not she see that we wanted her gone!--how teazing to Edward!""Why so?--we were all his friends, and Lucy has been the longest known to him of any.It is but natural that he should like to see her as well as ourselves."Marianne looked at her steadily, and said, "You know, Elinor, that this is a kind of talking which I cannot bear.
If you only hope to have your assertion contradicted, as I must suppose to be the case, you ought to recollect that I am the last person in the world to do it.
I cannot descend to be tricked out of assurances, that are not really wanted."She then left the room; and Elinor dared not follow her to say more, for bound as she was by her promise of secrecy to Lucy, she could give no information that would convince Marianne; and painful as the consequences of her still continuing in an error might be, she was obliged to submit to it.All that she could hope, was that Edward would not often expose her or himself to the distress of hearing Marianne's mistaken warmth, nor to the repetition of any other part of the pain that had attended their recent meeting--and this she had every reason to expect.
