"This is very strange!--sure he need not wait to be older."This delay on the Colonel's side, however, did not seem to offend or mortify his fair companion in the least, for on their breaking up the conference soon afterwards, and moving different ways, Mrs.Jennings very plainly heard Elinor say, and with a voice which shewed her to feel what she said, "I shall always think myself very much obliged to you."Mrs.Jennings was delighted with her gratitude, and only wondered that after hearing such a sentence, the Colonel should be able to take leave of them, as he immediately did, with the utmost sang-froid, and go away without ****** her any reply!--She had not thought her old friend could have made so indifferent a suitor.
What had really passed between them was to this effect.
"I have heard," said he, with great compassion, "of the injustice your friend Mr.Ferrars has suffered from his family; for if I understand the matter right, he has been entirely cast off by them for persevering in his engagement with a very deserving young woman.--Have I been rightly informed?--Is it so?--"Elinor told him that it was.
"The cruelty, the impolitic cruelty,"--he replied, with great feeling,--"of dividing, or attempting to divide, two young people long attached to each other, is terrible.--Mrs.Ferrars does not know what she may be doing--what she may drive her son to.I have seen Mr.Ferrars two or three times in Harley Street, and am much pleased with him.He is not a young man with whom one can be intimately acquainted in a short time, but I have seen enough of him to wish him well for his own sake, and as a friend of yours, I wish it still more.
I understand that he intends to take orders.Will you be so good as to tell him that the living of Delaford, now just vacant, as I am informed by this day's post, is his, if he think it worth his acceptance--but THAT, perhaps, so unfortunately circumstanced as he is now, it may be nonsense to appear to doubt; I only wish it were more valuable.-- It is a rectory, but a small one;the late incumbent, I believe, did not make more than 200 L per annum, and though it is certainly capable of improvement, I fear, not to such an amount as to afford him a very comfortable income.Such as it is, however, my pleasure in presenting him to it, will be very great.Pray assure him of it."Elinor's astonishment at this commission could hardly have been greater, had the Colonel been really ****** her an offer of his hand.The preferment, which only two days before she had considered as hopeless for Edward, was already provided to enable him to marry;--and SHE, of all people in the world, was fixed on to bestow it!--Her emotion was such as Mrs.Jennings had attributed to a very different cause;--but whatever minor feelings less pure, less pleasing, might have a share in that emotion, her esteem for the general benevolence, and her gratitude for the particular friendship, which together prompted Colonel Brandon to this act, were strongly felt, and warmly expressed.She thanked him for it with all her heart, spoke of Edward's principles and disposition with that praise which she knew them to deserve;and promised to undertake the commission with pleasure, if it were really his wish to put off so agreeable an office to another.But at the same time, she could not help thinking that no one could so well perform it as himself.
It was an office in short, from which, unwilling to give Edward the pain of receiving an obligation from HER, she would have been very glad to be spared herself;--but Colonel Brandon, on motives of equal delicacy, declining it likewise, still seemed so desirous of its being given through her means, that she would not on any account make farther opposition.Edward, she believed, was still in town, and fortunately she had heard his address from Miss Steele.
She could undertake therefore to inform him of it, in the course of the day.After this had been settled, Colonel Brandon began to talk of his own advantage in securing so respectable and agreeable a neighbour, and THEN it was that he mentioned with regret, that the house was small and indifferent;--an evil which Elinor, as Mrs.Jennings had supposed her to do, made very light of, at least as far as regarded its size.
"The smallness of the house," said she, "I cannot imagine any inconvenience to them, for it will be in proportion to their family and income."By which the Colonel was surprised to find that SHEwas considering Mr.Ferrars's marriage as the certain consequence of the presentation; for he did not suppose it possible that Delaford living could supply such an income, as anybody in his style of life would venture to settle on--and he said so.
"This little rectory CAN do no more than make Mr.Ferrars comfortable as a bachelor; it cannot enable him to marry.
I am sorry to say that my patronage ends with this;and my interest is hardly more extensive.If, however, by an unforeseen chance it should be in my power to serve him farther, I must think very differently of him from what I now do, if I am not as ready to be useful to him then as I sincerely wish I could be at present.
What I am now doing indeed, seems nothing at all, since it can advance him so little towards what must be his principal, his only object of happiness.
His marriage must still be a distant good;--at least, I am afraid it cannot take place very soon.--"Such was the sentence which, when misunderstood, so justly offended the delicate feelings of Mrs.Jennings;but after this narration of what really passed between Colonel Brandon and Elinor, while they stood at the window, the gratitude expressed by the latter on their parting, may perhaps appear in general, not less reasonably excited, nor less properly worded than if it had arisen from an offer of marriage.
