我惊诧的看着蔚华，那家国外的私立医院为什么会来这种穷乡僻壤的小县城？我问到。
毛姗她爸和县招商局刘局长是大学同学，他爸给刘局长打过电话，这个项目作为县里重点招商引资项目，打造我们县医疗卫生县知名度，已经规划拆掉县城中心的老纺织厂，特批给私立医院蔚华说道。
我知道这件事看来蔚华谋划很久了，我知道她为我好，但瞒的我这么久心里还是有点不舒服。
蔚华敲了一下我的头，好了。我没有和别人私奔，都是为了这个家和给孩子以后攒学费，你那个臭脾气要是我早说了，你那自尊心又该发作，没等我做什么你就和我吵起来了。
就当我为了你的宝贝女儿，为了这个家吧，你在医院里的口碑和名声都很高，但你不能一辈子当个小大夫吧，你还记不记得你刚进医院那会儿，那次建筑工地塌方，十几个建筑工人严重骨折和外伤。
你一个人连着三十多个小时在手术台上，最后低血糖晕倒，你叫护士长给你推了一管葡萄糖就又上台了。
我给你送饭，看到那帮患者家属从哭天抢地的在手术室外，到你做完手术患者脱离危险，她们喜极而泣，我看到你扶着腰靠在门边，却满脸满足的表情……蔚华擦了一下眼泪，我的眼眶也红了。
嘟嘟拉着我和妈妈的手放在自己的脸上。
你现在人越来越消沉，都快自闭了。我不想我的老公和这个家，因为个小人而毁掉，你现在除了女儿谁都不爱搭理，再这样长此以往就抑郁症了。
就当我这个老婆兼哥们的为你做点小事吧。
老婆……我拉着蔚华的手，又抱过女儿，心里从来未有过的开心和幸福。
你现在感觉怎么样？这么多年从来没见你病成这个样子？蔚华说道。
何之同！护士拿着盒子从门口进来。
见到我们一家温馨的画风，笑了一下，来何大夫量下体温，我一看是内科陈护士长，蔚华让开身子让她来到床边。
我肚子咕噜咕噜响了两声，我一边把体温计夹在腋下，一边扭头看向蔚华！
妈在家给你熬鸡汤呢，我先给你削个苹果，蔚华听见我肚子叫笑着说。
我心说，能不能来点肉啊，我已经没吃饱好久了，一直靠窝头活着…
我可怜的看着嘟嘟，女儿马上懂了，忙跑到椅子那边，从书包里拿出常备的小袋卤牛肉。
我喉头不停的吞咽着，我的天啊有肉吃了，女儿本来手里拿着三四袋，转头看我的样子，想想把整个一包都拿过来。
哎亲女儿啊，嘟嘟把牛肉放在床头的柜子上，从里拿出一小袋，撕开喂到我嘴里。
我一边大口的吃，一边点着头嘴里发出唔嗯的幸福声音。
接着再次对着女儿张开嘴，嘟嘟，咯咯咯咯笑着一边又撕开一包放到我嘴里。
我摸着女儿的头，自己躺平下来闭着眼睛，嘴里卤牛肉的香味和汁水，让整个人充满了幸福感。
突然想起梦里老妈老姐正身处险境还在挨饿，我一下睁开眼睛坐了起来。
嘟嘟和蔚华吓了一跳，女儿本来开心的表情，见我突然一脸凝重和忧虑，错愕的愣在那里，爸爸你怎么了？嘟嘟问道。
之同你哪里不舒服吗？蔚华也问道。
我看了她们娘俩一眼，心里暗自叹息，女儿老婆，我不能贪恋这里的幸福快乐啊，那边的一家人还朝不保夕呢。
我强作正常表情，没事，我刚刚腿好像抽筋了，我乱说到。
女儿皱着眉头看了我一眼，老爸你眨眼了。啊？我看向女儿，你不会说谎，你说假话时候会不住的眨眼……这孩子，不当警察可惜了！
蔚华也了然的看着我。
可我怎么跟她们说啊，我现在脑子里有个空间，里面是个独立于我们这里的世界，我也不知道它是在我脑子里，还是我的意识去了那里，总之还有一个地方，要我回去拯救我的家人！
估计蔚华直接跑去精神科找麦主任过来会诊了。
妈什么时候回来，我对着蔚华说道。可能快了吧，已经三个多小时了，妈和嘟嘟一直陪着你，嘟嘟明天还要上课，作业还没做完。
我都做完了，嘟嘟抗议道，我刚刚在那边把剩下的都完成了，不信你去看嘛，我要在这里陪着老爸，嘟嘟紧拉着我的手担心的看着蔚华。
你还两篇古诗没背好吗？蔚华皱着眉对嘟嘟说。
你现在考我嘛，早就背下来了。这样这样，我一看娘俩又要为学习的事情争论，连忙打断了，嘟嘟你先回去看一下奶奶给老爸炖的鸡汤好了没有，然后老爸还有一件任务要交给你。
嘟嘟听我这样说，不乐意的嘟着嘴，老爸我想陪着你。
行，你跟妈妈先回去把作业都做好，然后和奶奶一起过来，让妈妈回家休息一下。
耶，嘟嘟一听还可以回来高兴的比了一个剪刀手，示威的看了一眼蔚华。
蔚华白了我一眼，她明早要早起的。
我忙说我知道，到时候让妈带她早点回去，我从腋下拿出体温计，看了一眼37.5，已经不那么烧了，我把体温计递给蔚华，你拿给陈护士长跟她说体温下降了了，看能不能回家了。
蔚华接过体温计说到，你不要着急回家，你昏睡两天了，先好好观察一下说着转身出去了。
我看蔚华离开了，忙对嘟嘟招了一下手，嘟嘟会意的把脸贴近我，嘟嘟你回去后到右边的床头柜，找一个黄色的塑料药瓶，上面写着安定，你从里面拿两片包好带过来。
嘟嘟比了一个OK的手势，对着我点了点头。
我们俩会心一笑，老爸你是不是有什么事情啊？能不能告诉我，女儿充满好奇的望着我。
我想了一下，嘟嘟，老爸可能遇到了你很难理解的事情，是关于人进入梦境后的世界，我还不知道自己是不是在梦里去了什么地方，但我知道那不只是一个梦，那是一个真实的地方，那里头都是活生生的人。
你再给爸爸点时间，等我都弄清楚了，再跟你说，蔚华的脚步声传来，我忙用手指了指门外，跟嘟嘟做了一个嘘的动作。
I surprised watching silicon-valley， why the foreign private hospitals to the hinterland of the small town?
Mao Shan her dad and county bureau chief liu is a college classmate， his father called liu director， the project as a key investment projects， the county to build our county health awareness， already planning tear down old mill town center， special permit to private hospitals silicon-valley said.
I know it seems silicon-valley planning it for a long time， I know her for me， but deceive me so long for their heart was a little uncomfortable.
Silicon-valley knocked at my head， and good.
When I for the sake of your baby daughter， in order to this home， you are very high public praise and reputation in the hospital， but you can't be a little doctor， do you remember when you just entered the hospital， the construction site landslides， a dozen construction workers serious fracture and trauma.
Are you alone for more than 30 hours on the operating table， finally hypoglycemia fainted， you asked the head nurse to push you a tube of glucose on stage again.
I give you to send meal， see the help patients' families from the land grab in the operating room， crying day to have you finished your surgery patients out of danger， they are tears of joy， I see you to hold the waist on the door， but with a contented expression...
Doodle took I and mother's hand on his face.
You are now more and more depressed， all quick autistic.
When I the wife and the elder brothers do small things for you.
The wife...
How are you feeling now?
What with!
See us a sweet style， smiled， under He Dafu's temperature， I have a look at is medical head nurse， Chen silicon-valley step aside to let her come to the edge of the bed body.
My belly loud gurgling rang two， as I put the thermometer under his arm and side look to silicon-valley!
Mom at home what do you cook chicken soup， I'll give you cut an apple， silicon-valley heard my belly said with a smile.
Said， my heart can have some meat， I don't have to eat for a long time， has been on steamed corn-bread alive...
My poor watch doodle， daughter immediately understand， busy running to the chair over there， from the bag took out regular small bags of spiced beef.
My throat swallowing the， I have meat to eat， oh daughter was three or four bags in hand， turned to look at me， think about the whole package of right away.
Ah， ah kiss daughter doodle put beef in the cabinet of the head of a bed， took a small bag， from the torn feed into my mouth.
My mouth to eat， while nodding his mouth well well happy sound.
And then again to the daughter has to open his mouth， doodle， giggling while giggling tore open a pack in my mouth.
I touch her daughter's head， I lie down with your eyes closed， mouth and the aroma of spiced beef juice， let whole people is full of happiness.
All of a sudden dream mom kiddo are in danger of starving， I open my eyes and sat up.
Doodle and silicon-valley got such a fright that his daughter was happy expression， suddenly see me a face of dignified and worries， stood there dumbfounded， dad what's wrong with you?
With what's wrong with you?
I saw them NianLia one eye， the in the mind inwardly sighing， daughter， wife， I can't lust after the happiness here， on the other side of the family was short.
I tried to look normal， that's ok， I just like cramps in the legs， I talk to.
Daughter frowning look at me， dad you blink of an eye.
Silicon-valley they looked at me.
How can I say with them， I now have a space in my head， there is a independent of our world， I don't know if it is in my mind， and my mind went there anyway there is a place， you want me to go back to save my family!
Estimated silicon-valley directly run to find mak up consultation， director of the psychiatry.
When mom came back， I said to the silicon-valley.
I finished， doodle protested. I just finished the rest over there， don't you go to see the letter， I want to stay here with the father， doodle tight at silicon-valley took my hand to worry about.
You have two poems didn't back?
You take me now， early back down.
Doodle listen to me say so， don't want to pouting， dad I want to accompany you.
Line， you first to go and do work well with my mother， then grandma and with them， let mother go home to have a rest.
Yeah， doodle a listen to also can come back happy than a pair of scissors hand， looked at silicon-valley.
Silicon-valley white at me， she want to get up early tomorrow morning.
I said I know， when the time comes let mom to take her back to early， thermometer， from my armpits glanced at 37.5， already so not burned， I pass the thermometer silicon-valley， you show it to the head nurse told her lower body temperature， Chen can see home.
Silicon-valley took the thermometer said， you don't try so hard to go home， you slept for two days， have a good look at the first turn out.
I left see silicon-valley， favor to doodle recruit a hand， doodle knowing her face close to me， doodle after you go back to the right of the ark of the head of a bed， looking for a yellow plastic bottles， which settle， you take two pieces of bag to take over from the inside.
Doodle than a OK gestures， I nodded.
We both laugh， dad what things do you have?
I thought for a moment， doodle， dad could met you it is hard to understand， is about people enter the dream world， I don't know if he was in the dream went to what place， but I know it is not just a dream， that is a real place， there are people who are still alive.
You give dad a little time， such as I understand， again say with you， silicon-valley footsteps coming， I am busy with your fingers to outside， and doodle had a hiss.
