她当时钻进这栋建筑物的二楼里，黑牛只能老实的呆在地面等我，我让它站在墙根处，它眼巴巴的看着我。
黑牛咱们要慢慢找，你的主人当时上了这个二楼，你在这等我我上去看一下，你别乱跑好好等我回来，真是想摸摸它。
我顺着二楼的窗户进到屋里，这户人家家境不错，墙壁上挂了很多壁毯，感觉像波西米亚风格的，一张长长的饭桌，上面摆了一大盘水果和一盘……米糕。
我感觉不到自己有口水，但好像已经不记得上一次吃水果是什么时候了，那几颗大草莓，我的天……我猛地冲过去把脸埋在果盘里，我能闻到水果的香甜，但吃不到啊！
我从水果散发的香味里感到一丝奇特，那不是我在现实那里闻到味道时候的感受，闻到香味时候有点像在现实里喝鲜榨果汁，那味道里好似带着水果的营养，或者是能量。
我原来可以这样吃东西，太好了。
我贪婪的趴在桌子上，一下吸着水果盘里味道，一下转到另一边去吸米糕的诱人的香甜味道，我想说这样吃东西……很累，但却能感受到最纯粹的食物香味，而且不用洗水果，也不用吐果核。
窗外传来一声嘶鸣，是黑牛的声音它在催我吗？我有点不好意思，人家在下面等着我帮着找主人，我在这……又深深吸了一口米糕，我恋恋不舍的离开这个大餐桌，通常餐厅不都是在厨房或是一楼吗？
我顺着墙壁房间飘了一圈，窗台上有黑牛它主人跳进来时候，在窗台留下的浅浅的痕迹，也是她从马腹滚入巷子里，脚上踩了她自己扔的那些烟灰什么的。
穿过这间屋子，下一个痕迹是在一间有绣花门帘的房门前，她是怎么行动的，从窗台上下来一直是爬着吗？这两个痕迹间距也太远吧。房门半掩着我顺着门缝钻了进去，这是一间女子的闺房，一张梳妆台正对着房门，一面椭圆形的铜镜泛着淡淡的金属光泽。
我不自觉的对着铜镜飘了过去。
在铜镜前我迟疑了一下，镜像一直都是自己退出空间的通道，如果自己要是一照铜镜退出来了，那黑牛怎么办？它还在墙根等着我呢。
可是又很好奇，自己现在没有身体啊，照镜子会照出什么？
我纠结的围着梳妆台飞了好几圈，最终决定先去找黑牛的主人，然后还是回到这里看一下，这里自己最终是要出去的，明天一早还要带着老妈老姐去土丘那边找粮食，我已经知道这里是阳塑城了，肯定是要过来救表哥的。
黑牛怎么不能升起身体呢，不然自己带着它先离开这里，找到机会再回来找它主人（感觉自己好像要把黑牛拐跑，真的很喜欢它）
屋内有一张绣床，不知是什么木料的四柱带顶木床，拉着白色的纱帘床上模糊有个人，这大白天的怎么还在床上睡觉呢？黑牛的主人总不会躺到人家闺房里就封身离体吧。
虽然很不礼貌，但我还是飘了过去（我这算不算是打着寻人的旗帜，偷窥啊）床上躺着一个少女，她正在休息但这个姑娘脸色蜡黄，额角有细密的汗珠，眼球在不断在闭着的眼皮下转动，头部也轻微的摆动，这一看就是在做梦，而且肯定是不好的梦。
我没有看到黑牛主人的脸，但她那一头秀发我还是记得的，床上这个一脸病态的女子的头发没她长，看起来肯定不是她。
我见她头摆动的幅度越来越大，脸上的表情越发痛苦，都是受梦魇折麽的人，我来到她近前看到她的气很弱，而且感觉她的气好像有点发粘。
我正想怎么帮她一下，忽然这个女子的眼睛毫无预兆的睁开了，而我正盯着她的眼球，那两个眼球黑洞洞的毫无光彩，关键怎么没有白眼仁。那眼睛里带着完全无法抵抗的吸力，就像汪洋大海里两个巨大无比的漩涡，我最终选择了右眼的漩涡掉了进去……最后的意识我模糊的听见黑牛的马嘶声，它怎么了？
眼前黑洞洞的，也不知是睁着眼还是闭着眼什么都看不见，也没有声音。自己这是进了这个女子的意识里了吧，不过这算什么？
我感觉自己是站着的，我试着迈了一步，果然脚下传来触地的感觉，那就是说现在自己已经不是意识体了，就在迈出这一步的同时，远方亮起了一个光点，看着像是有人点的一堆篝火。我也就只能向着那光亮走去（人在黑暗中如果看到光亮，即使感觉就是那里有危险，或是再怎么困难自己都还是想要到达那）
也不知走了多久，在黑暗中时间很难计算，我查着自己走了五千多步，自己一步一米左右，这已经五里地了，那光亮总算是看清了。
的确就是一堆篝火，但旁边没有人，也搞不清为什么一下子，那篝火就在眼前了，刚刚虽然能看清但也没这么近的，火堆里的木柴劈劈啪啪的响着，我看到火堆向外散发着阵阵热浪。
就在这个地方我和这堆火相依为命的呆着，这下也不知过了多久，我觉得一阵浓浓的困意，但下意识的感觉不能睡着，可越想着不能睡越是困的不行。
风目弓和棍子都不在，心里始终很没底。
这个女人是怎么回事，一看就是身染重病长期卧床不起的，她和黑牛皮主人有什么关联吗？这时周围一阵稀稀索索的声音，好像有什么东西爬过来。
我就知道没那么简单，幸好自己没睡着……没睡着……好像不对，火堆不见了！
自己是睡着还是没睡着已经搞不清楚了，视线所及自己站在一座桥上，天上挂着一轮冷月，桥下是密密麻麻的人，他们赤裸着身体，形容枯槁，身上冒着黑色粘稠的气体，味道腥臭。
这味道，这味道和我刚看到这个床上女人时候，她身体外的气息是一样的，只不过没有这么浓，这些桥下的人如同蛇窝的蛇群一样，彼此纠缠在一起，而且全都没有毛发，皮肤病态的白，瘦骨嶙峋，他们嘴里吐着粘稠的液体，还把液体涂在彼此的身上，里面有男有女但样子说不出来的怪异……那场面让人汗毛直立！
She had got into the second floor of the building， the black cattle can only stay at the ground waiting for me， honest I let it stand at the foot， it looked at me eagerly.
Black cattle we will slowly to find， your master at that time， on the second floor， you wait for me at this I see， you don't run to wait for me， really want to touch it.
I go down into the room on the second floor window， the family a good family and on the wall to hang a lot of tapestry， feeling like a Bohemian， a long table， and on it a big bowl of fruit and a plate of......
I don't feel I have saliva， but seems to have not remember when was the last time to eat fruit， that a few big strawberry， my day...
I feel a bit strange， from the aroma of fruit， it's not what I smelled them in reality there was feeling， smelling the fragrance when in reality is a bit like drinking freshly squeezed juice， that taste like with fruit nutrition， or energy.
Original I could eat it， too.
I greed on his desk， smoking a taste in the fruit bowl， turn it to the other side to suck rice cakes tempting sweet taste， I want to say so to eat...
There was a loud scream， outside the window is the voice of the black bull it in rush me?
A circle I follow the room wall， window sill have black cattle owner jumped into it to time， in the shallow traces left by the window， and her belly roll into the alley， the horse foot stepped on her throw the cigarette ash， etc.
Across the room， there is a mark in a embroidered curtain before the door， she how action， down from the window has been crawling?
I don't consciously to the bronze mirror to float in the past.
I hesitated in front of the mirror， the mirror has been their exit channels of the space， if oneself if one according to bronze mirror back， the black ox?
But curious， he was now no body ah， look in the mirror will reflect?
I tangled around the dresser flew several times and finally decided to go looking for the owner of the black bull， and then come back here to look at， your end here is to go out， also with old mama kiddo to mound there early tomorrow morning to find food， I already know that there is a city Yang plastic， is sure to come and save my cousin.
Black cattle how cannot rise body， or take it out of here first， find a chance to get back to his master， feel as if to turn the black bull run， really like it)
There is a embroidered bed room， I do not know what the four pillars of wood with wooden bed， pull the white gauze shade bed fuzzy one， this in broad daylight how still in bed?
Although it is very impolite， but I'm still floating over the past (I this is in the flag of people search， peep!) on the bed lay a young girl， she is rest but this girl yellowish， temples have fine sweat， eyeball turn constantly under the closed eyelids， head also slight swing， a see be dreaming， and must have bad dreams.
I didn't see the black cattle owner's face， but her hair's， I still remember this a face of pathological bed her hair， her long， looks is certainly not her.
I saw her head oscillating amplitude is more and more big， the expression on her face all the more painful， is the nightmare? People， I saw her come to her near gas is very weak， and feel her breath seems to be a bit sticky.
I was thinking how to help her， the woman suddenly opened his eyes without warning， and I was staring at her eyes， the two eye dark without light， the key wasn't stare on the kernel.
In the sight of the dark， also don't know is open or closed can't see anything， and no sound.
I felt like I was standing， I tried taking a step， and sure enough there was the feeling of touch the ground beneath your feet， so now he is not conscious， in this step， a light spot in a distance， looked like someone point a campfire.
Also don't know how long does it go， time is very difficult to calculate in the dark， I'll find himself left more than five thousand steps， his step about one meter， it has been five miles， I finally see the light.
Is indeed a campfire， but no one side， also not sure why all of a sudden， the fire is just around the corner， just can see but not so close， the wood in the fire pit-a-pat rang and I saw the fire radiates outward with heat.
At this place and I kept each other alive this pile of fire， this is also I don't know how long， I feel a strong feeling sleepy， but subconscious feeling can't fall asleep， but the thinking of can't sleep， the more trapped.
The wind don't bow and sticks， the in the mind is always very nervous.
This woman is how to return a responsibility， a look is very ill and bedridden for a long time， has anything to do with her black leather master?
I know it's not that simple， fortunately， you don't have the sleeping...
Oneself is asleep or awake already not clear， the line of sight and myself standing on a bridge， hanging round of heaven， the bridge is the many people， their naked body， withered， who took the black sticky gas， smell fishy.
The taste， the taste and I just see a woman on the bed， the smell of her body is the same， but not so thick， the bridge of the people like snake nest of snakes， intertwined with each other， and all have no hair， white skin pathological， bony， their mouths， vomit a sticky liquid， and the liquid coating on each other's body， there are men and women but says not to come out of strange...
