在木屋!在木屋!就在木屋!那黑雾里传来那女人不甘又无奈的叫声,御风箭穿透黑雾消失在天际。
黑雾在消失弥散之际,呱呱,听起来好像是一只乌鸦,也不知这只乌鸦在什么地方飞出来的,剩下的那一缕黑雾就那么钻入乌鸦的身体,呱呱,然后它就那么……跑了!按照之前的猜测,梦魇如果也算是一种意识体的话,刚刚这个女人就是这个梦魇意识体的主人了,行,我也看不清了,你的地头你说了算!
她们在木屋,弓弦在左手腕上带下一块皮,风目弓弹到了脚边去了,赢了知道下落了,怎么感觉自己要不行了!仰面躺倒失去了意识。
不知道过了多久,眼前黑漆漆的,自己是睁着眼睛吗?身体也动弹不了,这是哪?
好累呀,应该不是死了吧。自己都赢了结果死掉了会不会太不公平了,应该没事的。黑暗完全的黑暗,眼睛在黑暗里真的是完全没有用的,以前看过一种蝾螈,白色的很像一条小龙,生活在岩洞里面,可以活的很久,眼睛已经退化了,很难理解眼睛退化是怎么回事。
完全没有用处后,总是没法使用又感觉不到光,是不是就退化了,这种黑不是什么东西挡着了光亮你看不到,而是完全的虚无,好像这里不可能有任何东西,所有的一切都被吞噬了,但自己的念头却在这里。
以前进到梦境之果里的空间,即使自己没有控制力,但起码也有个身体可以在里面看戏或是了解发生的事情,或是变成一个完全的意识体,以意念和气流来运动,但现在是完全就像是虚空一样,什么都感受不到,自己只有一个念头其他什么也没有了,也无法移动。
这感觉……太恐怖了!也不知过了多久,发生点什么吧,再来个梦魇也行……
在完全的黑暗里好像时间被凝固住了,我在心里默查了两百个数,但每查一个数耐心都想被溶解掉了,自己现在是怎么了?这究竟是什么地方?
这比被化鸢女封住五识要恐怖几百倍,在那起码化鸢女跟你在沟通,不管是严刑拷打,或是逼问起码你知道自己只是被困住,也可以跟她斗智斗勇。
现在则是完全的虚无,虚无中的黑暗!
人怎么会在清醒中处于如此的黑暗之地?自己说不出话,在这也没有任何声音,这里就是纯粹的黑暗,关键是我动不了,如果能动起码我试着探索一下,或是知道自己有身体。
我不是战胜了梦魇吗?我也得知了老妈的下落,是因为我的梦境空间出问题了?可是不是大舅树还在吗?而且空间没坍塌什么的,只是自己的梦境树已经倒了,又不知过了多久,在这死寂一般的黑暗中,只有自己被禁锢的意识,别无其它。
我在这里待了多久了?要待到什么时候?突然觉得即使是经历磨难和危险,也好过在这个地方呆下去。就算是刚刚抡着血肉模糊的手砸石像也是好的。
怎么什么都听不见呢?我要是有身体心跳,呼吸这些应该声音很大声才对,如果我没有身体,那自己又是被什么禁锢?我是知道作为完全的意识是什么感觉,只要自己动念,意识体就会做出反应,而自己已经试了很多次了,一点用都没有。
……就连饥饿也好像没那么可怕了!
怎么办?自己进入了新的梦魇?那又有啥意思摆开阵势处理啊,就这么呆在这啥意思!那要不……我认输了,让我出去吧,要杀要剐出去再弄吧。
太黑了太静了!这样下去自己的意识会崩溃的……
我想起来小南的那堆火,叫七识之火,我现在知道如果在黑暗中如果有那么一堆火,那将是多么宝贵,多么幸福。
她那堆火哪来的?问题是那堆火的地方也是这里吗?在那堆火那里自己是有身体的,也能活动,还能听见火堆里木头燃烧的噼啪声。
黑暗里怎么会有木柴?又怎么生的火?不管唯心还是唯物,都是需要物质作用生成啊。
黑暗是什么呢!!!
生命离不开光,离不开光合作用,但又有日夜交替,也有在黑夜里生存的生命,但那都不是绝对的光明和黑暗,光明和黑暗是相对的,也许光到了极致就变成黑暗,同样黑暗到了极致也会诞生出光明。
就像善与恶,生与死、爱与恨,这些只是在特定的当下,也许在过去,和未来中这些都会变换,也都会有结束。
黑暗是绝对的死寂吗?黑暗可以诞生光明吗?黑暗是什么呢!!!
生命在黑暗中是什么形态?从现在来看肯定不是有血有肉的身体,但至少自己是有意识的,只是……只是……黑暗里没有能量在流动,所以意识无法借助能量来移动?
如果我的意识思想不停的运转,是不是就能产生意识力的运动,从而产生能量波动呢?如果把黑暗看作是黑暗能量体,那么意识在其中的话,可以对黑暗产生影响吗?
如果我把黑暗看成是我的意识身体,自己的意识作为它的主人可以吗?
当我产生这样的念头时候,我发现自己有了些不同,这种感觉很玄妙,说不出来是究竟怎么了,但就是知道有些事情发生了,自己有了变化。不再那么焦虑和恐惧了!
以前看那些东方神话,说是一块石头或是一个什么东西,经历了千万年后受日月精华什么的,有一天有了灵智,然后成为什么大妖或是大神,以前自己不明白,就算石头有了灵智,石头迸开就成孙猴子了?
石头迸开!我好像是抓住了什么了,灵智也许就是生自混沌和黑暗,可灵智要是想拥有生命就要破开混沌,破开黑暗!
灵智来自黑暗但又必须要破开黑暗,而做到这一切,灵智变成了意识生命,再取得身体也就有了新生!
也就如同现在的我,一直与梦魇不断的交集,某种意义上,梦魇也是一种黑暗,如果我一定要在梦魇中重生,那我就不必再怕梦魇,就如同此刻的黑暗一样!
那么……
In the log cabin!
Black fog disappeared in the dispersion, quack, sounds like a crow, also don't know where is the crow flew out, the rest of that a wisp of black mist is so into the crow body, quack, then it is so...
Them in a log cabin, bowstring a piece of leather under the left wrist belt, mesh bow flare to the feet to the wind, won the know whereabouts, how do you feel to not line!
Don't know how long, dark eyes, he is with your eyes open?
Very tired ah, should not die.
Completely useless, always can't use and don't feel light, is degraded, the black is not something blocking the light you can't see, but completely empty, as if could not have anything here, all of which are consumed, but your own thoughts here.
Into the dream of space before, even though they have no control over, but at least also have a can see inside the body or know what happened, or into a fully conscious being, with thoughts and air movement, but now is completely is like vanity, couldn't feel anything, his only one other what also have no idea, is also unable to move.
This feeling...
In complete darkness as if the time is frozen, my heart pause to check the number two hundred, but every check a number of patience to be dissolved away, you now is how?
This than being female seals in five general terror hundreds, the kite in the least the kite woman in communication with you, whether it's torture, or at least you know you just trapped, can also with her wit.
Is now completely nothing, nothing in the dark!
How can people in awake in such darkness?
I'm not overcome a nightmare?
I stay here for how long?
How do you hear anything?
...
How to do?
Too dark too quiet!
When I think of peony fire that seven fire of knowledge, I know now that if if there is a fire in the dark, that will be how precious, how happy.
She to the fire?
What makes the dark wood?
What is dark!!!
Life without light, without photosynthesis, but there is another day and night alternate, there is also a life to live in the dark, but it is not absolutely light and dark, light and dark is relative, maybe light acme becomes dark, too dark to perfection will be born out of the light.
As good and evil, life and death, love and hate, these are only present in particular, perhaps in the past, and these will change in the future, also will be over.
The darkness is absolute dead?
Life is what form in the dark?
The ideology that if I kept running, isn't it can produce the power of consciousness of sports, to produce energy fluctuations?
If I see the darkness as the consciousness of my body, can own consciousness as its master?
When I have this idea, I found myself with something different, this kind of feeling is very mysterious, said not to come out is what's wrong, but is to know that something happened, they have changed.
Before looking at the Oriental myth, is a stone or something, after ten million, by the moon and the essence of what, one day have a soul, then become a big demon or great god, before you don't understand, even if the stone have the soul, stone blend ChengSun monkey?
Stone blend!
Soul from the dark, but have to break the darkness, and do all this, soul into the life consciousness, to achieve the body also have new!
Also like now of I, with all the nightmare of intersection, in a sense, the nightmare is also a kind of darkness, if I must be reborn in a nightmare, then I don't have to be afraid of ghosts, like at the moment of darkness!
So...