Scarborough spent little time in the futile effort to guess what coward enemy had sped this anonymous shaft on the chance of its hitting him.His only enemies that interested him were those within himself.He destroyed envelope and clipping, then said to Pierson: "I neglected to celebrate an important event not long ago." He paused to laugh--so queerly that Pierson looked at him uneasily."We must go to Chicago to celebrate it.""Very good," said Fred."We'll get Chalmers to go with us to-morrow.""No-to-day--the four-o'clock train--we've got an hour and a half.And we'll have four clear days.""But there's the ball to-night and I'm down for several dances.""We'll dance them in Chicago.I've never been really free to dance before." He poured out a huge drink."I'm impatient for the ball to begin." He lifted his glass."To our ancestors,"he said, "who repressed themselves, denied themselves, who hoarded health and strength and capacity for joy, and transmitted them in great oceans to us--to drown our sorrows in!"He won six hundred dollars at faro in a club not far from the Auditorium, Pierson won two hundred at roulette, Chalmers lost seventy--they had about fourteen hundred dollars for their four days' "dance." When they took the train for Battle Field they had spent all they had with them--had flung it away for dinners, for drives, for theaters, for suppers, for champagne.All the return journey Scarborough stared moodily out of the car window.
And at every movement that disturbed his clothing there rose to nauseate him, to fill him with self-loathing, the odors of strong, sickening-sweet perfumes.
The next day but one, as he was in the woods near Indian Rock, he saw Olivia coming toward him.They had hardly spoken for several months.He turned to avoid her but she came on after him.
"I wish to talk with you a few minutes, Mr.Scarborough," she said coldly, storm in her brave eyes.
"At your service," he answered with strained courtesy.And he walked beside her.
"I happen to know," she began, "that they're going to expel you and Fred Pierson the next time you leave here without permission.""Indeed! You are very kind to warn me of my awful danger." He looked down at her with a quizzical smile.
"And I wish to say I think it's a disgrace that they didn't do it long ago," she went on, her anger rising to the bait of his expression.
"Your opinions are always interesting," he replied."If you have nothing further I'll ask your permission to relieve you of----""No," she interrupted."I've not said what I wished to say.
You're ****** it hard for me.I can't get accustomed to the change in you since last year.There used to be a good side to you, a side one could appeal to.And I want to talk about--Fred.
You're RUINING him."
"You flatter me." He bowed mockingly."But I doubt if HE'Dfeel flattered."
"I've told him the same thing, but you're too strong for me."Her voice trembled; she steadied it with a frown."I can't influence him any longer.""Really, Miss Shrewsbury----"
"Please!" she said."Fred and I were engaged.I broke it last night.I broke it because--you know why."Scarborough flushed crimson.
"Oh," he said."I didn't know he was engaged.""I know you, Hampden Scarborough," Olivia continued."I've understood why you've been degrading yourself.And I haven't blamed you--though I've wondered at your lack of manhood.""You are imposing on my courtesy," he said haughtily.
"I can't help it.You and I must talk this thing to the end.
You're robbing me of the man I love.Worse than that, you're destroying him, dragging him down to a level at which HE may stay, while YOU are sure to rise again.You've got your living to make--I don't agree with those who think you'll become a professional gambler.But he his father's rich and indulgent, and--God only knows how low he'll sink if you keep on pushing him.""You are excited, hysterical.You misjudge him, believe me,"said Scarborough, gently.
"No--I know he's not depraved--yet.Do you think _I_ could care for him if he were?""I hope so.That's when he'd need it most."Olivia grew red."Well, perhaps I should.I'm a fool, like all women.But I ask you to let him alone, to give his better self a chance.""Why not ask him to let ME alone--to give MY better nature a chance?""You--laughing at me in these circumstances! You who pretended to be a man, pretended to love Pauline Gardiner----"He started and his eyes blazed, as if she had cut him across the face with a whip.Then he drew himself up with an expression of insolent fury.His lips, his sharp white teeth, were cruel.
She bore his look without flinching.
"Yes," she went on, "you think you love her.Yet you act as if her love were a degrading influence in your life, as if she were a bad woman instead of one who ought to inspire a man to do and be his best.How ashamed she'd be of you, of your love, if she could see you as you are now--the tempter of all the bad impulses in this college."He could not trust himself to reply.He was suffocating with rage and shame.He lifted his hat, walked rapidly away from her and went home.Pierson had never seen him in an ugly mood before.And he, too, was in an ugly mood--disgusted with his own conduct, angry at Scarborough, whom he held responsible for the unprecedented excesses of this last trip to Chicago and for their consequences.
"What's happened?" he asked sourly."What's the matter with YOU?""Your Olivia," replied Scarborough, with a vicious sneer, "has been insulting me for your sins.She is a shrew! I don't wonder you dropped her."Pierson rose slowly and faced him.
