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“I don't know why we fought and I don't care,”said Scarlett.“And I'm not interested. I never was interested.War is a man's business, not a woman's.All I'm interested in now is a good cotton crop.Now take this dollar and buy little Joe a dress.God knows, he needs it.I'm not going to rob you of your corn, for all Alex and Tony's politeness.”

The boys followed her to the wagon and assisted her in, courtly for all their rags, gay with the volatile Fontaine gaiety, but with the picture of their destitution in her eyes, she shivered as she drove away from Mimosa. She was so tired of poverty and pinching.What a pleasure it would be to know people who were rich and not worried as to where the next meal was coming from!

Cade Calvert was at home at Pine Bloom and, as Scarlett came up the steps of the old house in which she had danced so often in happier days, she saw that death was in his face. He was emaciated and he coughed as he lay in an easy chair in the sunshine with a shawl across his knees, but his face lit up when he saw her.Just a little cold which had settled in his chest, he said, trying to rise to greet her.Got it from sleeping so much in the rain.But it would be gone soon and then he'd lend a hand in the work.

Cathleen Calvert, who came out of the house at the sound of voices, met Scarlett's eyes above her brother's head and in them Scarlett read knowledge and bitter despair. Cade might not know but Cathleen knew.Pine Bloom looked straggly and overgrown with weeds, seedling pines were beginning to show in the fields and the house was sagging and untidy.Cathleen was thin and taut.

The two of them, with their Yankee stepmother, their four little halfsisters, and Hilton, the Yankee overseer, remained in the silent, oddly echoing house. Scarlett had never liked Hilton any more than she liked their own overseer Jonas Wilkerson, and she liked him even less now, as he sauntered forward and greeted her like an equal.Formerly he had the same combination of servility and impertinence which Wilkerson possessed but now, with Mr.Calvert and Raiford dead in the war and Cade sick, he had dropped all servility.The second Mrs.Calvert had never known how to compel respect from negro servants and it was not to be expected that she could get it from a white man.

“Mr. Hilton has been so kind about staying with us through these difficult times,”said Mrs.Calvert nervously, casting quick glances at her silent stepdaughter.“Very kind.I suppose you heard how he saved our house twice when Sherman was here.I'm sure I don't know how we would have managed without him, with no money and Cade—”

A flush went over Cade's white face and Cathleen's long lashes veiled her eyes as her mouth hardened. Scarlett knew their souls were writhing in helpless rage at being under obligations to their Yankee overseer.Mrs.Calvert seemed ready to weep.She had somehow made a blunder.She was always blundering.She just couldn't understand Southerners, for all that she had lived in Georgia twenty years.She never knew what not to say to her stepchildren and, no matter what she said or did, they were always so axquisitely polite to her.Silently she vowed she would go North to her own people, taking her children with her, and leave these puzzling stiff-necked strangers.

After these visits, Scarlett had no desire to see the Tarletons. Now that the four boys were gone, the house burned and the family cramped in the overseer's cottage, she could not bring herself to go.But Suellen and Carreen begged and Melanie said it would be unneighborly not to call and welcome Mr.Tarleton back from the war, so one Sunday they went.

This was the worst of all.

As they drove up by the ruins of the house, they saw Beatrice Tarleton dressed in a worn riding habit, a crop under her arm, sitting on the top rail of the fence about the paddock, staring moodily at nothing. Beside her perched the bow-legged little negro who had trained her horses and he looked as glum as his mistress.The paddock, once full of frolicking colts and placid brood mares, was empty now except for one mule, the mule Mr.Tarleton had ridden home from the surrender.

“I swear I don't know what to do with myself now that my darlings are gone,”said Mrs. Tarleton, climbing down from the fence:A stranger might have thought she spoke of her four dead sons, but the girls from Tara knew her horses were in her mind.“All my beautiful horses dead.And oh, my poor Nellie!If I just had Nellie!And nothing but a damned mule on the place.A damned mule,”she repeated, looking indignantly at the scrawny beast.“It's an insult to the memory of my blooded darlings to have a mule in their paddock.Mules are misbegotten, unnatural critters and it ought to be illegal to breed them.”

Jim Tarleton, completely disguised by a bushy beard, came out of the overseer's house to welcome and kiss the girls and his four red-haired daughters in mended dresses streamed out behind him, tripping over the dozen black and tan hounds which ran barking to the door at the sound of strange voices. There was an air of studied and determined cheerfulness about the whole family which brought a colder chill to Scarlett's bones than the bitterness of Mimosa or the deathly brooding of Pine Bloom.

The Tarletons insisted that the girls stay for dinner, saying they had so few guests these days and wanted to hear all the news. Scarlett did not want tolinger, for the atmosphere oppressed her, but Melanie and her two sisters were anxious for a longer visit, so the four stayed for dinner and ate sparingly of the side meat and dried peas which were served them.

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