我闭上眼睛的一刹那，就猛的睁开了眼睛，一骨碌的爬起来，而映入眼前的是……卧室的床……
冰凉的水从淋浴头中喷出，我眼神呆滞的盯着瓷砖地面，水从发际流下眼帘像一条小的瀑布。
洗手间里那熟悉的味道，让我知道之前那一切都是在做梦，可那梦境竟然如此清晰，老妈的容貌，老姐那衣摆飘飘的身手，自己那些意识都如此真实。
自己从来不知道这一生睡了多少觉？做了多少梦？每次睡醒对梦里的内容又记得多少？好像从来没有思考过这些，想过梦对自己的人生有什么意义？更会有什么影响！
而这个梦竟然像自己又一个人生，会有其他人和自己有一样的经历吗？自己能再回到这个梦境吗？梦里的老妈和老姐不见了自己会怎么样？也许并没有什么，那个大爷一样的身体还不是经常不受自己的控制。
想到这，那马上爬到眼前的那张脓疮脸，让我汗毛一下又都立了起来，拜托那具身体一定要醒过来脱离险境啊，这时我一点也不感到，那具不受控制的身体是头疼的事情，而是有点庆幸他有时能有自己的主见，希望我不在的时候他能够转危为安，好好活下去好好照顾老妈和老姐。
心头突然阵阵酸楚，好像失去至亲之人那种痛彻心扉的悲伤。
他一定会没事的，会找到老妈她们的，梦里的老妈和老姐也许根本不知道我已经离开她们了，想到这心里又很失落。
我知道，我从来没有做过同样的梦，我清楚的记得，在梦里我回忆起之前的事情，发现自己也曾经出现过那里，而我却并没有做过同样的梦……这不合理啊？难道是我的前一世？不对啊前一世我不可能还是这个身份做同样的事情啊。
老妈叫我激活生石灰水的时候，我还在敬佩她制造无菌空间呢，这只有现在的我才能想到的事情啊！
会不会是我以前曾经进入过这个梦境，醒来的时候不记得？但……我不相信我会忘记这样真实的环境，还有梦境里的亲人，我一定不会！
我现在真的不想失去这个梦境世界，我记得自己当时，知道可以再有另一个人生时候的欣喜，那感觉无比兴奋美妙，而现在我……我看着自己隆起的肚子和略微松弛的肌肉……
我浑浑噩噩的和女儿在楼下喝了碗粥，吃了六个茶蛋四根油条，把她送到学校门口。
女儿看出我不太对，抬起那张胖嘟嘟小脸，眨了眨眼，老爸是不是那个柴门犬又欺负你了。
柴门犬，是女儿自唐代刘长卿的“逢雪宿芙蓉山人”其中柴门闻犬吠中的一句里提炼的，并颁给了我们科室主任，柴闻剑（叫拆文件可能适合些）
我拍了拍她那圆东东小脑袋，再过三天你妈就回来了，早上就能好好吃饭了，我看了眼校门口牌匾上好好学习天天向上，不禁莞尔，这也是我童年记忆里的校训呢。
快去吧好好听讲，别欺负刘四年了，他那体格太干巴了，你欺负他不算本事。
老爸，明明是刘四年总在我跟前儿蹦哒，三天不打上房揭瓦，女儿还要继续说下去，我拍了她书包一下，指了指校门，快去吧听话啊。
可能是从小缺少父爱，我想把自己缺失的那部分父爱一起都给女儿，所以已经上小学五年级的她，在我面前还是像个小黏包，身子骨也被我和她妈喂的很壮实。
女儿和我的感情格外亲，性格也像我是个直肠子，她妈在我俩跟前总说我们不应该是父女，而应是兄弟。
看着女儿走近校门，在进入拐角处又转回头向我挥了挥手，做了一个鬼脸。
我也跟她挥了挥手，看她消失在学校里，我的心情好像好了一点。
如果自己真的留在那个梦境中，女儿怎么办？留在梦境里我是不是就成了植物人了，就那么一直睡下去。
坐到车里掏出手机，打开搜索引擎输入了一个低智商的问题，睡觉做的梦是真的吗。
第一行弹出了一个网友发的贴，自己做的梦成真了，是好还是坏？
下面网友回复，日有所思夜有所梦，成真了那是好事祝开心，第二行的网友回复，有时候梦是反的你梦里是好的现实中是坏的。都是一些关于梦里在现实中的预兆之类。
我的梦是预兆？我又在搜索引擎里输入，梦里的自己是真实的吗？
弹出了一个问相同问题的帖子。
下面的第一个网友回复，根据我们现在科学技术所掌握到的知识来解释。梦中的自己是虚幻的。
梦中是真实的你平时所见所闻在大脑残存的意识，在梦中反映出来的不可思议的影像。但也有很多科学家不认同这种看法。我国古代不就有庄周梦蝶典故吗？古代思想家庄周，在梦中梦到了自己变成了一只蝴蝶。
醒来后，他感慨道。不知道自己是做梦时梦到了蝴蝶。还是自己真的就是一只蝴蝶，是蝴蝶做梦变成了现在的自己。
有的科学家认为，梦境是我们在另一个平行世界的存在。总之我们对梦境的了解还非常少。研究的也没有那么透彻。真实情况是怎么回事儿，还有待于我们进一步研究了解。
嗯，说的挺好但还等于白说。
再下来有回复建议看心理医生的，并直接留了某医院心里科室的某专家电话，有说是休息不好神经衰弱的也留了某私立医院前台电话。
并现身说法的说自己某年开始神经衰弱，看了很多家医院，多亏了某某大夫才治愈了，自己如何幸运的遇到他芸芸。
还有一个哥们说他在梦里变成一女的，遇到一个情郎，醒来后觉得自己就该是个女的，准备攒钱去做个变性……
我关上手机把座椅调的靠后，梦对人一定是有影响的，这一点从古到今都有说法，还有专门的学术，包括周公解梦这样的书籍。
但我相信我的梦境不是这样的，我清晰的记得我从梦境里出来的那道门……
从对方的眼睛里去看自己！
I closed my eyes in the split second， fiercely opened his eyes， the skid up， and came into sight...
The cold water from the shower head， my eyes glazed stare at ceramic tile ground， water from hair eyes like a small waterfall.
Bathroom the familiar smell， let me know before that everything was in a dream， but the dream was so clear， mother's appearance， kiddo that garments fluttering， their consciousness is so real.
Never know how much sleep this life?
And this dream has another one like her life， there will be others and they have the same experience?
Thought of this， it immediately climbed to the front of the abscess zhang's face， let me hair all stand up again， please the body must wake up out of the woods yet ah， I don't feel at this moment， the control of the body is a headache thing， but a little lucky he sometimes can have their own independent， hope he can turn the corner in my absence， to live well take good care of mom and kiddo.
Heart suddenly bursts sour， like losing a loved one man kind of sadness has to meet stinging pain.
He will be fine， will find their maid， the dream of the mother and kiddo maybe don't know I had left them， and think of the in the mind again very frustrated.
I know， I have never had the same dream， I remember， in the dream I recall before， find themselves had been there， I have not had the same dream...
Mom told me to activate quick lime water， I still respect her make sterile room， the only thing I can think of now!
Could it be I had entered the dream， wake up don't remember?
I really don't want to lose the dream world， now I remember at that time， know you can have another life time of joy， that feeling happy wonderful， but now I...
I'm getting sleepy and daughter downstairs drank a bowl of porridge， four had six tea eggs Fried dough sticks， sent her to the school gate.
Daughter see me not to， raise it plump face， blink， dad is the Chai Men dogs bully you again.
Chai Men dog， since the tang dynasty is daughter Liu Changqing “snow night at lotus mountain man“ which Chai Men are extracted from the bark of a smell， and went to our department director， wood WenJian (called split files may be suitable for some)
I patted her head east east small round， will be back in three days you mother， you can have a good meal in the morning， I look at the eye school plaque on good good study day day up， can not help but smile， this is my childhood memories of the school motto?
Quick go to listen well， don't bully Liu Si years， his body was too dry， you bully him not.
Dad， is obviously Liu Si years always jump in front of my son the dalai， three days not dozen built jie， daughter will continue， I took her schoolbag， pointed to the school， go fast is obedient.
May be lack of father love since I was a child， I want to have their missing that part of the father to his daughter， together so have primary school grade five of her， in front of me was like a little sticky package， once was I and her mother hello teddy bear.
Daughter and my feelings especially close， character， also like my shoots from， her mother in front of us always said we shouldn't be father and daughter， and should be a brother.
Looked at her daughter come to school， in the corner and turn waved his hand to me， made a face.
I waved to her， see her disappeared in the school， I feel it seems too good to me.
If you really stay in the dream， my daughter?
Sit in the car， take out a cellular phone， open the search engine entered a low IQ problems， is it true that the sleeping dreams.
The first line of the pop-up a netizen hair post， do your own dream come true， is good or bad?
Netizens reply below， think more night dream， come true that is a good thing to wish happy， the second line net friend to reply， sometimes dream is the dream you is good is bad in reality.
My dream is a sign?
Pops up a post asked the same question.
Below the first net friend reply， according to the science and technology， we now have the knowledge to explain.
Dream is the real you at ordinary times what is remaining in the brain consciousness， incredible images of reflected in my dream.
Woke up， he says.
Some scientists believe that the dream is in another parallel world we exist.
Well， said the fine but also equal to white said.
Down again have suggested to see the psychological doctor， and directly left a hospital department of some experts call in my heart， have a rest bad neurasthenia is left at the front desk phone a private hospital.
And advise others say oneself year began to neurasthenia， see a lot of hospitals， thanks to the doctor to cure such and such， how she met him lucky person.
And one guy said he was in the dream to become a woman， met a beau， woke up and feel it is a woman， ready to save money to do a modified...
I closed my phone turn the seat back， the dream must be influential to the person， it has different eras， and special academic， including the duke of zhou interprets such books.
But I believe that my dreams are not like that， I clearly remember the door when I come out from the dream...
From the other person's eyes to see yourself!
