大门被撞开的一瞬间，院子里已满是生石灰沸腾后蒸腾的热气，和扑面而来的刺鼻气味。
那些要冲进院子里的人，被辣眼的蒸汽和刺鼻的生石灰味道呛的不停流着眼泪，边咳嗽边退了出去。
门口传来一个男人的声音，里面的人听着，我们是城防军，受李将军之命，特来缉拿临阵逃脱的韩瑜。
老姐和我对望了一眼，都从彼此的眼中看到了惊诧，韩将军临阵逃脱？
你们把人交出来，李将军定会重重有赏。
我们转头看向老妈，围着面巾的老妈只露出两只眼睛，冲着我们摇了摇头。
墙头上也出现了几道身影，看来是爬梯子想要翻墙进来，也被蒸汽熏的睁不开双眼，呛的附在墙头不停的咳嗽。
这时老妈扬声说到，回去告诉你们李将军，他与韩瑜同袍多年，如何能不知他的为人和作为军人的尊严，若是韩将军不告而别定是另有隐情。
我们王家早已不涉政事，孤儿寡母寥寥数人就在这庭院之中，韩瑜不在老身的院中，你若再往内闯，老身就请出尚方宝剑看看谁要欺君罔上。
我和老姐交换了一下眼神，我们都知道尚方宝剑早在老爸悄悄辞官的时候就由宫里的人取走了，哪还有什么尚方宝剑。
不过当时皇上御赐老爸尚方宝剑时候倒是风光无限天下皆知，老妈这是赌他一个小城防军头领，不可能了解如此如此隐秘之事。
果然老妈话音一落院外就鸦雀无声，沉吟半晌，那人语气一变，王老夫人请恕在下有命在身叨扰贵府，我看了一眼被撞开的大门，和飞出两米外已经断成两截的门插，还真是有点叨扰呢，那人又说道外面已全城戒严，请您不要出府，我这就向李将军复命。
奏效了，我挥了一下手里的棍子，我们费了这么大阵仗，老妈三言两语就打发走了这群城防军，姜还是老的辣，早知道就不倒下那缸水了，老妈好似知道我的心思，说到，难保外面的军士没有患病，若是他们硬闯将进来，我们一家就有可能患上那瘟疫。
这生石灰蒸腾后，可将附近的病气全都隔离杀灭，之后院内外三米之内就不会有污染的地方，啊呀，老妈这是制造无菌环境啊，这和我们手术前对手术室物理消毒是一个原理啊。
我的意识再度在回忆里出现了。
那么，我已经完全确信，这并不是我在这个环境里第一次出现，但究竟已经来了多久，还经历过哪些事情？脑海除了这段记忆仍然是空白一片。
突然自己被一股难闻的气味，把我拉回到当下，那个满脸脓疮的脸就在我的眼前，对方鼻子上的溃烂的地方，马上要蹭到我脸上了！我擦……
我感觉眼前一花，身体下意识的向后跳出三米多远。身体腾空之时手里的棍子重重的捅在那个男人的肚子上，嗷的一声，那人被打的翻在地上抱着肚子痛嚎着。
棍子横在胸前，我扫了一眼这根棍子，这个身体也算是翩翩公子，怎么总是拿着这根像上了年纪的人，用来拄着的棍子，中间部分的树皮都没清理干净。
该不是什么丐帮少帮主吧，虽看不到面孔但听声音和手上的皮肤，长相应该不会太差吧，虽说身处乱世，大家勉强苟活于世，不会太在意颜值，但从外人的眼光来看……外人的眼光，哎……
我突然抓住了什么，我一直无法看到自己的相貌，这个身体也对我的意识经常无视，但我却非常想知道，我在这个环境中究竟是个怎样的人。
再说怎么会有人连自己长啥样都不知道的。
那么我可以从别人的眼睛里看到自己啊，那么眼前这哥们的眼睛里，是不是就能反射出来我的样子了。
其实我就是太好奇自己长什么样子，意识里特别希望自己英俊潇洒，这么长时间了一直在奔忙也没来得及看看自己的容貌，事实上就没法看，这个身体就没给过我机会了解现在的自己。
我想自己一定要找机会，在和人对话的时候看看别人眼睛里反射的自己，哪怕是身体不配合，你总的和人说话吧，老姐老妈家里人总得沟通吧。
地上的那个脓疮男突然跳了起来，伸出长长的指甲猛扑过来，我一矮神，下面一个扫腿，那哥们摔了一个嘴啃泥，他挣扎着想爬起来，忽然他发出咕咕噜噜的响声，接着趴在地上吐了起来。
从他的嘴里咕噜咕噜的吐出很多白色带着黏液的肉球，看起来好像是元宵一样。
我看着他的操作，我呕的差点也吐了出来，从他眼里看自己样子的想法也消失殆尽。
我清楚地意识到，他吐出来的应该是寄生虫的虫卵或是包团。
趁着这个档口我绕过他，过去把那只小灰狗抱了起来，小不点知道是我救了他，眼睛感激的看着我，不停的用热乎乎的舌头舔着我的脸，我心里疑问着，这样的世道和饥荒下你是怎么活下来的？
突然，我通过小家伙的眼睛里，模糊的看到了自己的样子，我忙把住它的头仔细看去……
脑袋里轰的一下意识突然模糊了，眼前似有光影交错不断的晃动，小灰狗那张狗脸也变得越来越远。
我心里咯噔一下子就明白了，在这里我不能看到自己的样子，这么做要有麻烦……
扑通一下我听见自己摔倒在地上，脑袋在地上还颠了一下子，身子却一动不能动，不远处那个脓疮男，正看向我，嘴角流着黏稠的液体，布满脓疮的脸上好像露出开心的笑容！
你煤的，不是说这些在疯尸病活下来的人，不会攻击他人吗？
我不过就是抢了他食物（救下这只小灰狗）他不是要把我给直接当代餐了吧。
意识越来越模糊，眼皮像两座山一样，无法支撑它们睁着，在合上眼睛的最后一霎，我看见那个男人，嘴里又吐出一个虫卵后，手脚并用地向着我爬了过来。
At the moment when the gate was knocked open， the yard was full of the steaming hot air after the boiling of quicklime and the pungent smell.
Those who want to rush into the yard， choked by the hot eye steam and the pungent smell of quicklime， are crying， coughing and retreating.
A man's voice came from the door. Listen， we are city defense forces. Under the command of General Li， we are here to arrest Han Yu who escaped.
Elder sister and I looked at each other and saw surprise from each other's eyes. General Han escaped in battle?
If you hand over people， General Li will be rewarded very much.
We turned to look at my mother. She only showed two eyes and shook her head at us.
There are also several figures on the wall. It seems that they want to climb the ladder to climb over the wall， but they can't open their eyes because of the steam， and they are choking on the wall.
At this time， my mother raised her voice and said，“go back and tell you General Li， he has been in the same robe with Han Yu for many years， how can he not know his dignity as a man and a soldier? If General Han fails to leave， there will be another secret.“.
Our king's family has not been involved in political affairs for a long time. There are only a few orphans and widows in this courtyard. Han Yu is not in the courtyard of the old man. If you go inside again， the old man will go out to see who will bully the king.
I exchanged eyes with my elder sister. We all know that the Shangfang sword was taken away by the people in the palace when my father quietly resigned. There is no Shangfang sword.
However， when the Emperor gave his father Shangfang a sword， it was known to all over the world. My mother bet that he was a leader of the small town defense forces. It was impossible to understand such a secret thing.
As expected， my mother's voice was silent outside the hospital for a long time. As soon as the voice of the man changed， Mrs. Wang asked me to excuse my life and disturb your mansion. I saw the door that had been knocked open and the gate that had been cut off two meters away. It was really disturbing. The man also said that the whole city was under siege. Please don't go out of the mansion. I'll reply to General Li.
It worked. I waved the stick in my hand. We spent so much time in battle. My mother sent the city defense army away in a few words. Ginger was still hot. I knew that I would not fall down the water tank. My mother seemed to know my mind. She said that it was difficult to protect the soldiers outside. If they broke in， our family might suffer from the plague.
After the quick lime transpiration， we can isolate and kill all the disease gas nearby， and then there will be no pollution within three meters inside and outside the hospital. Ah， mom， this is to create a sterile environment， which is the same principle as the physical disinfection of the operating room before our operation.
My consciousness reappeared in my memory.
So， I'm fully convinced that this is not the first time I've appeared in this environment， but how long have I been here and what else have I experienced? Apart from this memory， the mind is still blank.
All of a sudden， I was pulled back to the present by an unpleasant smell. The face full of abscesses was right in front of me. The festering place on the nose of the other party was about to rub against my face! I wipe
I feel a flower in front of me， and my body subconsciously jumps back three meters. When the body soared， the stick in his hand stabbed the man heavily in his stomach. With a cry， the man was knocked to the ground and cried with pain in his stomach.
The stick was across my chest. I glanced at the stick. The body was also a handsome young man. How could I always hold the stick like an old man， and the bark in the middle part of the stick was not cleaned up.
It's not a little sect leader of the beggars' sect. Although we can't see faces， we can't hear voices and the skin on our hands. We don't look too bad. Although we live in troubled times， we barely live in the world and don't care much about our looks， but from the perspective of outsiders The eyes of outsiders， ah
I suddenly caught something， I couldn't see my appearance all the time， this body often ignored my consciousness， but I really want to know what kind of person I am in this environment.
Besides， how can someone not even know what he looks like.
Then I can see myself in other people's eyes， so can my friend's eyes reflect my appearance.
In fact， I'm just too curious about what I look like. I hope I'm handsome in my mind. I've been busy for such a long time and haven't had time to see my appearance. In fact， I can't see it. This body hasn't given me a chance to understand myself.
I think I must look for opportunities to see myself reflected in other people's eyes when talking with people. Even if the body doesn't cooperate， you should always talk with people. The old sister's mother's family must always communicate.
The abscess man on the ground suddenly jumped up， stretched out his long fingernails and rushed over. I was a short God， and the next one swept his legs. The man fell on his mouth and chewed mud. He struggled to get up. Suddenly he made a grunt， and then he fell on the ground and vomited.
From his mouth， he spits out a lot of white meat balls with mucus， which looks like Lantern Festival.
I looked at his operation， I almost vomited， and the idea of looking at myself from his eyes disappeared.
I clearly realized that what he was spitting out was the eggs or bags of parasites
